Because my life is in a mess now...

Therefore I have nothing to blog about now. Just for a moment, when the mess leaves me. So at the mean time, here a have a tag meme to filter up this blog. :) This tag is a combination of tag gotten from Dionn and PhooiSze. 01. Who is your all-time inspiration? Jay Chou's songs. My all-time-msn-pm's insipration. 02. Have you ever like the same guy again and again, not getting over it? Yeah. 03. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why dont my buddies have blogs? Aiks. I'll bring Jenhan, Natalie and Ginny. I also dont know why. Very random. Hahaha. 04. Where is the place that you want to go the most? TAIWAN. TAIWAN. I miss the food there! 05. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? One of them, I want to grow fatter. Please and thank you. I am not anorexic. 06. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Yes, in the science term. 07. What are you afraid to lose the most now? My hair! Hahahaha. Okay, seriously I am afraid to lose my rationality. or I might have lose it already. I dont know what am I talking about already. 08. If you win $1 million, what would you do? I want to buy a DSLR, buy a lot of chocolate and junk food to stock my house's kitchen, I will also buy a lot of clothes, re-touch my Tofu, buy bed frame, buy new wardrobe, buy my friends and family a meal, keep some in the bank and give some to my mum. 09. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? No. 10. What colour are your nails now? Black for hands and Pink for legs :) 11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? Click and compatible enough already. 12. Which type of person do you hate the most? Wannabes but cannot handle it. Guys/Girls doing a lot to get a lot of attention. People who accuse me. 13. What is your ambition? A good mother and wife. 14. What makes you a happy person now? By going karaoke, choosing all Jay Chou's song, never let go the mic and torture my friends. Or maybe, by sleeping the whole day. 15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Everything. From every single little thing to every human beings in my life. 16. Are you a shopaholic or not? Not really anymore. 17. Do you believe in miracles? Yes, sometimes. 18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change? Being to easy to believe in someone. 19. If you have a chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you? Whatever is done, is done. I might not be happier than how I feel now if I did so. So, no. 20. What message do you want to stress? Please watch White Chicks. Haha. Or maybe Ah Long Pte Ltd or not you sometimes cannot understand what am I saying. Hahaha. And hor, I'm taking my final semester's final paper in like another week's time. Ji gan jiong yi xia lor. After that, my course is done!!!!! 21. What is your current favourite phrase. MOVE BITCH! (White Chicks, 2004). 23. When you encounter sad moments, what will you do? Bitch about it then go to the bathroom, cry in the hot shower. 24. What is one thing that you can never be tired of? Jay Chou's songs in my car. My friends are dying. I'm sorry. 25. If you can choose to be a celebrity or a model, which and why? Celebrity lor. I like to act. And I'm too short for modelling. 26. Would you rather be someone else at this moment? No ler, no need. 27. What do you need now? SLEEP. I have been sleeping everyday after college and night after naps. I'm still not enough of it. Besides that, I need money lar. 28. What is your most embarassing moment? I cant remember but I think it should be some crying cases in high school. 29. What were your dreams when you were in your childhood? Be a teacher and have holiday like the students will. 30. Tag someone. Everyone. Hehe.

In these 12 months...

01. I've worked in Triangel Jewellery @ Plaza Damas. I worked there for 8 months since February 2007 and decided to leave the job because there were too many dramas happening in it and I think I was worth more than the pay they gave. Seriously. I never had free weekends for 8 months. Imagine. And my pay could not even cover my daily expenses. However, I cannot deny that I've met a new good friend, Joyee :) 02. I've got a laptop. Although its not a new one but I'm glad that I've one. Thanks to my lovely cousin. With it, no more arguments (I mean less) with my brother and more time in my room. I dislike spending so much time in his room. Muahahahaha. 03. I've travelled to Kuching for the very first time. Yes. I'm a Malaysian who stays only in the area I'm now. I've not travelled to places like Redang, Terengganu bla bla bla. Only a few like Malacca, Penang, Ipoh and Kuantan. And the objective of going to Kuching is to work. I had no time to have fun there at all. Damn sad. # 04. I've got a new camera!!! Okie, one good thing I earn from working in Triangel is to get to buy myself a brand new camera. Yes, I still insist that the pay is bloody low but I worked my ass off and I worked full time during the month of June to buy this okie. I love my camera to bits. # 05. I've run Project Phunk with my fellow team mates, The Phunkers. This is part of my college assessment to run a charity project. Project Phunk was the name that represents, Providing Hospis Understanding and Kare. I had fun during the project. I was assigned to take pictures throughout the whole event, have the official blog, design this and that. BUT I was terribly upset with the marks given by the lecturer who cant even recognise his students who worked. I bloody did so many things and got only 35/50 and my team mate from the same department who did not contribute, not to say nothing at all but not event 10% of my effort and score 40/50. And when I inform this to my lecturer, he asked me one question that left me speechless, "WHO ASK YOU TO DO SO MANY THINGS!?" Enough said. Overall, no regrets for what I've done. I still like it minus HIM :) # # # 06. Had the first SSGians' reunion. This is one night that I enjoyed a lot. I get to see lost friends ever since we graduated from high school. Damn. Meeting them back after 2 years, the feeling is great. I really love my high school friends. I hope we can have another one in 2008 :) # 07. I've got my blog a domain! Yes yes yes yes yes. I've got a domain and web hosting for my blog but I'm still stuck with blogger. Muahahahahahaha. Noob mar. 08. My work appeared in The Star Rage. I like taking pictures and it definitely feels great when people actually look at them and tell me that they are nice. Full page of the front page somemore. Damn proud. YAY! # 09. I've joined the best production house, Carrot Films for internship. This is like one of my best working experience although I'll receive no pay. During this two months, I've joined the crew in 2 shoots which are Castrol and Astro. We'll have another MTV shoot next month. Wow. It is fun having my internship training there. Really :) # 10. Last but not least, I've got a car! This time, it is no joke. It was a gift from someone which is not so convenient to be disclosed here. I'm very happy! Finally, my long-wanted gift is here :) #

25 Random Facts About Me

I remember I've done 99 things about me about a year ago, and now I'm doing this again. 01. I love to go shopping even if there's nomoney in my wallet. Window shopping will do too! 02. I always have sudden urge of eating something. 03. I oftenly speak terbalik-ly. Like, "Look at that car red" which was supposed to sound "Look at that red car". Very oftenly. 04. I love kids. 05. My wardrobe is filled with 35% of black clothes and 20% of white clothes. 06. I need to buy clothes which are sized S or better, XS. 07. I havent been wearing skirts (jeans skirt & short skirts) since ages. 08. I eat more than you think. I'm not aneroxic. 09. I hate peope who smoke around me. Despite its unhealthy, I hate it when the smell trapped in my hair. 10. I love and pamper my hair a lot! I wash it everyday! 11. I love to buy dress and a have a few which I havent wear before. No where to wear to. 12. I like to buy cute note books and end up wasting them. 13. I like funny funny printed tees. 14. I love traveling. A LOT. 15. I have dental phobia but I always want to go. I love beauty more. Muahahaha. 16. I think the ugliest thing on my face is my eye brow. 17. I like retro and old school. 18. My eyes are still one bigger and one smaller even I applied the eye lid sticker for more than a year. 19. I have got split ends on my hair. OH NO! 20. I dislike pets. 21. I want a car. 22. I adore disco balls. I want more. I had 3 already. 23. My room is orange in colour and my bed is the tone of orange and yellow too. Very cozy one. 24. I am broke now. I need jobs that can earn at least a hundred a day. Muahahaha. 25. I cannot wait to go to Jay Chou's concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

50 Things Before I Die

01. I want to own a car. Any cute car. 02. Visit Jay Chou's boutique, antique shop & Italian restaurant in Taiwan. 03. Get a snap with him too. :) 04. Get married as well. Eh! Not to Jay. 05. And have kids that do not look anorexic like me. 06. Own a room with a personal toilet. I dislike sharing toilets. 07. Learn a dance. 08. Fly to Japan. 09. Swim in Phuket. 10. Reach 45kg. :) 11. If its possible, I want to meet my father. 12. And get to know about him. 13. Own a 1 carat diamond solitaire ring. *blinks* 14. See snow. And build snow man. 15. Win lottery at least once. 16. Get a domain of myself. 17. Look for my long lost primary friend, Ronald Lim. 18. I want to see my mum in long hair lor! 19. Appear on tv screen. ;p 20. Be in seventeen magazine, at least once lar. Muahhahaha. I'm desperate, no! 21. No roller coasters, again. 22. I want to see the real life Daniel Wu too. 23. Complete this list... 24. Sleeping on a water bed. 25. And pokes it later on with a needle. ;p 26. Get a real nice shaw knitted by myself. 27. Clear the debts of my family. 28. Dance in the rain, once. 29. Cut my hair short, once. 30. I want to see my little cousins grow up in a healthy environment. 31. See them doing good. :) 32. And tell them who took all their pictures. *prouds* 33. Ooh! Have a set of pretty studio pictures that very memorable for each girl. 34. Hopefully, get my crooked teeth done. 35. Fly to Australia. 36. To go to spa, body message and full treatment of pedicure & manicure. Muahahaha. 37. Own a Louis Vuitton handbag. Cheh! 38. Fly to HongKong. 39. And Disneyland! 40. Get to sleep 24 hours straight, at least once. Hehehe. 41. I wanna have small revenges on people who bullied me. ;p 42. See my friends getting married, one by one. 43. And buy them presents for their marriage. 44. Scuba diving. 45. Be on a hot air balloon. 46. Learn baking. 47. Pass all examination in my life. ;p 48. Still bloging. 49. Click on the "Publish Post" button below. 50. And you to know about these.

Tagged

I saw my name when I came across her blog. GAH. You wanna torture me with this long long tag is it!?!? ;p Seven Things I'm Experiencing Now 1. Tummy cramp 2. Shivering hands 3. Hunger 4. 5. 6. 7. Seven Things I'm Thinking About Now 1. About my assignments results 2. What should I eat huh? 3. Should I pack my messy bed or just sleep on it only 4. What have I done wrong... 5. How come I cant draw??? 6. How come my tummy is feeling so bad now.. 7. How come I have no holiday for tomorrow.? :( Seven Things I'm Worrying About 1. I cannot take pictures with now stupid bangs now :( 2. I can catch no good angles with it :( 3. Am I getting my salary this weekend? 4. Enough or not leh? 5. Its my mama's day soon, enough money or not leh? 6. Finals is on the 7th. I'm worried because I'm no worried about it. 7. Money not enough. Seven Things I'm Happy About (now) 1. Sleeping till 11 this morning 2. My assignments results! YAY! 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. Seven People I Treasure 1. Dexter Tan 2. My family 3. My friends 4. Plus a few colleagues 5. Plus my readers 6. 7. Seven Things I Always Touch or Come In Contact With 1. My hair 2. My laptop 3. My camera 4. My cellphone 5. My tummy 6. Still, my hair 7. Adobe Photoshop Seven Things I Want to Improve 1. My relationships 2. My communication skills 3. My sales skills 4. My driving skills 5. My singing skills 6. My income... Hehehe. 7. My Adobe Photoshop skills. Seven Things I'm Strong In 1. Deciding for myself 2. Giving commands 3. Giving comments 4. Protecting myself from people I hate 5. Judging people :( 6. Demanding things for myself 7. Seven Things I'm Weak In 1. Listening 2. Saving money 3. Cooking 4. Writting 5. Memorizing 6. Gaining weight..... 7. Expressing myself. Seven Things I Adore Eating 1. Chocolate 2. Chinese cuisne 3. Ice cream 4. Cakes 5. Herbal soups 6. Curry 7. Seafood Seven Things I Adore Drinking 1. Distilled water 2. Soya 3. Watermelon juice 4. Sprite / 7 up 5. Hot honey lemon 6. Soups 7. Qoo Seven Things I Detest 1. People who talks without thinking twice 2. People who smokes infront of me 3. Garfield 4. Popiah 5. Annoying people who stared at me like I'm aneroxic 6. People accusing me 7. Wannabes Seven Things I Cannot Live Without 1. Computer and Internet 2. Chocolate 3. Shampoo, Conditioner and Hair Moisturiser 4. Camera 5. Astro 6. Jay Chou 7. People I love Seven Things I Fear to Show 1. My ugly eyes 2. My undrawn brows 3. My tooth 4. 5. 6. 7. Nothing else. Seven Things I'll Never Want to Talk About 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. Nothing at all. Seven Things I Will Want to Do 1. Fly to US 2. Work fulltime during my holiday for my new camera! 3. Shoppings 4. Shoppings 5. And shoppings! 6. Watch Jay Chou's new movies 7. Drive my own car. Seven Things I Will Never Play Around With 1. Ciggrates 2. Shisha 3. Motorcycles rides 4. Bungee Jump 5. Alcohols 6. Drugs 7. My life Seven Things I Wonder About 1. Am I annoying?!?! 2. How come I'll never have enough clothes to wear.. 3. I want a car! 4. 5. 6. 7. Seven Things (or People) I Would Love to See 1. Dexter Tan 2. Jay Chou 3. My relatives in Spore 4. A car in my parking lot, right now! 5. A new room with a bigger wardrobe 6. A new camera 7. Cash cash cash cash... Seven Questions I Hope My Friends Would Respond To 1. Am I troublesome? 2. What do you dislike about me most? 3. What do you like about me most? 4. Maintain or get rid of the bangs? 5. 6. 7. Seven People I Wanna Tag 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. Anyone who has nothing to post in his/her blog. :)

My name is Vvens

Have you ever wonder why I ate up my I's in my name, Vivien? If I remembered correctly, only a couple of friends asked me about it. There are a few reasons why I named myself Vven instead of Vivien. 01. Vivien is too commonly used I had a friend who was named Vivien too when I was still in my former school. So instead of calling us Vivien1 and Vivien2, our friends called us by our surname, Kong and Sam. I always try to come out with something else so that they would not call my surname because they will pronounce Sum and make it like "Ah Sum" which meant auntie in Cantonese. I didn't really like it but I'm quite used to it now. As soon as I noticed that the display name Vven is quite special too, I quickly used it before she does. Hahaha. Anyway, she's using Vvien as her display name right now. ;p 02. My mum doesnt know how to call my name correctly I'm serious about it. She doesnt know how to say, Vi-vien correctly. Never once in my entire life, at least I've never heard it till today. Everytime when she wants to introduce me to her friends, she would refer to me as, Vii-vaan. So now it looks like V-ven. She's calling me correctly now. You must be thinking why did she even give me that name if she cant pronounce it. Let me answer that question. Well, she did not give me that name. It was her sister who named me Vivien. :) 03. Someone made a typo Actually the idea initially came from a friend of mine (accidentally) when he made a typo by calling me Viven somewhere in my old blog. Viven looks something like vixen to me which is not something very good. And instead of correcting my friend, I re-named it myself to Vvens. 04. I lost two I's because I dont have pretty eyes Hahaha. Coincidentaly, I have ugly eyes if you have to know. I had single eyelids for both eye when I was still a baby. An extra eyelid poped out in my left eye when I was 3-4 and it stayed there till now. However, I never had the extra eyelid coming out on my right eye which made me look like o_O since young... Hahahaha.. Ever since the day I knew how important it is to look good in the outer shell of a girl besides the beauty within, I started all sorts of way to make another eyelid appear. Like sticking eyelid stickers which are painful to me. But they look so much better!! Even better when I touch them up abit with make ups :) That's why I took of my "I's/eyes". 05. Because I like it :) I really like it. I really do. Except for my email address (secr3tcode) and the account I made years ago in Jay-chou.net (andantino), all the other nicknames, display names, screen names, user named etc are also named as Vvens. Its easy to remember too! p/s : I think I'm more known as Vven instead of Vivien. And do not think I added the "s" behind for the sick of adding it and make it sounds good. NO! S is equals to Sam, my not very common surname. So its VVENS!

New Year Resolutions

01. To have a new hairdo I think my hair is a disaster now. I can never let if off because I will ended up looking funny. So, I had to tie up my hair 24/7 and I'm sick of it. 02. To have a laptop I'm also sick of sharing this computer with my brother. Just because this is HIS computer, I had to always beg and argue for it. 03. A new camera too! I dont want to be greedy but I really want a new camera take can take clearer pictures than my current one. And also a smaller one so that I can bring it to anywhere I want. 04. A good life for him Dexter is leaving to US in 2 days and I wish all the best for him. :) 05. A better life for mummy too She's been working very hard to raise up me and my brother. Now, I hope she doesnt need to work so hard anymore. 06. A myname.com I would like to have one. I dont mind paying but I dont know how to do it using Blogger. Let's see who is so generous to fulfill this dream of mine. :) 07. To have a good year! :)

In these 12 months...

01. I've permed my hair and coloured it like some jappy-wannabies. The first time I had a hair cut in Singapore, that costed me like rm500. I almost fainted in the hair saloon. I never expected it was that expensive. Okay, it was my bad that I did not ask about the prices before I agree with it. Damn. Although the hair looks good, but it tooooo much to be spent on my hair. I never tell my mum the price until today. She'll skin me alive. I havent got a major hairdo ever since. Haha. # 02. Owned a camera. No one buys the current camera I'm using now. It's a second hand camera which my uncle got it from god-knows-where. And because he doesnt take photos, so I actaully "lend" it from him. Haha. All the pictures I've been sharing are all from this Nikon Coolpix 3200. This camera is dying soon. I need a new one. 03. I've worked for 4 different jobs. The first official job I ever had was in Singapore. I said so because I did not include the job I had for my mother in her fashion stall. I worked for 2 weeks in a row as a cookie promoter. The job was hard but the pay was GREAT. I had a great experience working there. # The second job I had was to be a assistant teacher cum last-minute-teacher in I-kids kindergarten. I love the job because the working time is short and that I can play with kids. # The third job was actaully crap. I worked only 10 hours in the Pink Pussy Cat. I did not really like the job because the boss wanted us to wear her clothes. Its definitely fine to me but they'll be the one who choose for me. And they have choosen some slutty ones for me that day. I was so uncomfortable and sick of the colleagues there. Its only one day there and both of the girls there were snatching me to be in their group. The girls' war. The fourth job was quite a crappy job too. I worked in the Giant supermarket opposite my house. The location was half good half not. It was good, because it was convenient for me but it was bad because I had to walk all the way there 4 times a day. Man. The way there was dark and creepy. I cried once, on the first walk I made heading home. It was also crappy because I find it lame promoting the products without free trials or any promotions. I had to actaully stand there 7 hours a day too. And lastly, the agency is totally crap because they delayed my pay for like 2 months and more. It was only this Tuesday when I received them. I'll not work for them anymore. # 04. I've received the result, SPM. I remembered cyring like a baby when I received both my UPSR and PMR results because I did not do well. Actaully getting 4As out of 5 subjects was an ok but I was just now happy because the rest got 5As. Haha. PMR was crap. However, I was suprised that I did not shed this time for SPM although I still did averagely. # 05. I entered a new enviroment, college!! It is not that I do no like my college life but I miss my high school life terribly. Serious. I remember how badly I wanted to leave high shcool when I was still in uniform. Now, I want to get in them again with bag full of books and homework. Gosh. I miss my high school mates. They are the best. However, the friends I made in Taylor's College is cool too. :) # # 06. Visited dentist after 9037218768946 years. I swear, I hate dentist. Hahaha. Because I know they'll not like me for having ugly teeth. I always refused to visit them but I had no choice this time. :( I had to pluck out my rotten tooth that stayed in my mouth for more than years. HAHAHAHA. I'm gross. # 07. I participated in a makeup contest, modeling. I swear again that I'll not be a make up model anymore unless they do not use my face for practice anymore. The freaking make up pratices are killing every cell on my face. I hate the itch and the pain left on my face after the pratices every day. # # 08. I've got my driving license. If possible, I really do not want to drive but I know I cant unless I'm not in KL. I do not like the public transport here and I even hate to beg people to drive me here and there. Although I'm really bad panic when I drive because I hardly do (I have no car), I know I still need to. # 09. And knocked on some other cars, only once. I dont want to talk about it anymore and I never drive to that place anymore. Read to know about it in the link given. # 10. I had a lovely, fun, unforgetable trip to Penang. This is the first time I had a trip planned myself with a few of my friends. I'm always a protected daughter with limited freedom but this time was exceptional. I had great times there and always wish to go there once again. # 11. My mother got married. I'm not feeling embarassed or ashamed to mention this at all so dont feel weird while you're reading this. Still, I'll insist not to call him Dad. # 12. Vvens appeared in a magazine. Maybe this is not the first time in my life, because I remembered appearing in some magazine years ago when I was young, when I joined some competition. And also once, when Ginny and I were interviewed by some magazine's reporters while shopping. I did not buy and check it out so I'm not sure about it. #

I eat!!

I hate it when people use weird weird ways to look at me. I dont like it when people describe me as a stick or a lidi. I know I'm thin, obviously but I'm not an alien or someone aneroxia. Please dont remind me that the strong wind will blow me away. If you ever have the chance to eat with me, then only you'll know me. I do eat. Sometimes a lot. The times when you see me dont eat is the time when I'm depress. BUT if you want to see me eating again, happily, these are the food you can buy me when I refuse to eat. :) Herbal Pan Mee @ Low Yat Plaza Seafood, I mean chinese style of seafood! Sushi King or whatever! Chicken Ramen @ Far East Plaza Tutu cake @ Bugis Street Herbal Soups or Pan Mee @ Jalan Imbi Ginger Fish Fried Noodle @ Mong Kok Char Chan Teng Thai Style Taufu @ Gasoline Curry Ayam Any cake @ Secret Recipe Chocolate Tong Yuen @ The Soya Shop Coffee Ice-cream @ Haagen Dazs My dear's porridge Carmen's Bacon Potato My grandma's Lotus Root soup FRIED BUN @ Coca Banana Fritters @ KLCC Guylian Chocolate! And So-called rare mee @ somewhere God knows Okay, no that you know what I love to eat. NO more excuses. ;p Feed me and make me fat! If you can lar. :)

Vivien is not happy!

Because of... 01. Haze I hate the haze and I dont think anyone likes it. I really hate it and it irriates me to the max. I hate the feeling of having a another thin layer of dust on my skin. My skin is suffocating. And it dries up my throats oftenly.I hate the smell of the haze too. It sucks. I dont want a mask. Its ugly. Please please please try not to talk to me when we're staying outdoor. I'm tyring hard to hold my breathe. 02. Assignments My semester is going to end very soon; in another 1 month's time. Very fast isnt it? And it also means that assignments are going to pill up like a hill before you could even count the amount and remember the due dates. Shit. I've just handed up my ICC assignment and I still have to prepare the slides for its presentation due next week together with my CTR and IMMW's assignment. AHH. And another BCS assignment. Lucky there were something I like, like web authoring and advertisement copywritting. And very soon, I'll be sitting for my finals. 03. Loneliness & Lack of Freedom Damn. I feel very lonely everytime when my watch strikes 3pm. Because it is the time to leave college and that I could not lepak with my friend anymore. I have no freedom. I could not leave my house without a valid reason. Sometimes its saddening that I could not find someone to talk to and to turn to when I'm facing problems. Sometimes I just need more concern and attention from certain people. 04. My Fear of Driving Yes. The silly little accident's scene is still staying vividly in my mind. It kept replaying everytime when I'm driving. It makes me panick and gives me a bad feeling that I'll hit on something again. And then, I could not focus. 05. I'm broke! I've been spending more than usual this week. I'm going to die of starving soon. WHY? Because I dont know what had happened to me. I keep eating eating and eating recently when I'm in college. A big plate of mixed rice or even a big bowl of pan mee can fill my hungriness. And what, I'm not getting any fatter at all!!! Now I dont even have the money to reload my phone's credit. Sigh. Sorry if I've not been replying you. 06. Formal Dressings This is no good. I could not find any formal clothes for my upcoming presentation. And even if I've got, I look awful in them because they are OLD. Plus, my mum has alot but they just dont fit me. I guessed my mum has gained more weight already. ;p

Wait, Waiting, Waited

I wait for my alarm to wakes me up at 5:45 every morning. I wait for the "smell" to fade off before i enter the toilet. I wait for my mum to rush me when I make up myself. I wait for the green light before I reaches Ampang point. I wait for my senior to get to college. I wait for my classmates to get in the class. I wait for the lecturer to start the lesson. I wait for Digi's daily SMS at 12noon in between lessons. I wait for my classmates to inform the lecturer that class is over. I wait for my lovely SMS replies right after classes are over. I wait for my friends to offer me the front seats in the car. I wait for the time when they offer to send me home. I wait for the LRT at the creepy stations. I wait for the time when the trains reach Maluri, so that I call my mum. I wait for my mum to pick me up later. I wait for the time to bath. I wait for the modem's light to fully lit before I can access to the internet. I wait for the pages to load. I wait for replies again. I wait for the clock to strike on 7pm. I wait for the clock to strike on 9.23pm again. I wait for my dream to appear. And again, I wait for the coming morning. I'm waiting for a laptop to use. I'm waiting for my air conditioner to work. I'm waiting for my room's light to lit. I'm waiting for my new study table's arrival. I'm also waiting for someone to tell me that I'm not a good-for-nothing person. And I hate to wait for people to pick u p my phone. I hate the "tuu-tuu" sound. This time, this post is true. I hate to wait but I always need to wait. This explained why I have a long neck lar. Some people might think I'm an unpatient girl but I can't explain why I'm able to wait for just a reply from certain people for like 5-6 hours. Now, I'm waiting for a chance to change this waiting routine. I really want to wait no more. And it is not that I don't want to blog. But there's nothing significant for me to rant about. I'm just waiting for something for me to share with YOU. I really am...

I Have Never.......

I have never cheated in exams. I have never lied to my mum. I have never bullied my juniors. I have never stolen things. I have never spoilt a vendor machine. I have never hurt a guy. I have never hit my brother. I have never cursed someone. I have never failed my exams. I have never made my friends mad. I have never cried infront of the public. I have never kissed a male. I have never afraid of injections. I have never drown in swimming pools. I have never sleep during exams. I have never cut my hair by myself. I have never broken the school's rules. I have never cried for a male. I have never slapped someone. I have never pee when I was being tickled. I have never been rejected by magazines' companies to be their model. I have never missed the lotteries and jackpots every week. I have never used a dictionary during conversations. I have never spelt my name wrongly. I have never shit on my bottoms except when I was a helpless baby. I have never killed any living creatures. I have never missed the chance to bargain. I have never been honest doing this survey. ;)

Wish Making Post

I've just made a skin; after so long. I love to design things but they are never nice. I'm not artistic enough but I just enjoy doing it because I have nothing better to do. You can't stop me. ;9 Kindly click HERE to view my skin. Hahahaha. I'm making Tammie famous. ;) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ooh?EVERYTHING DIED; almost every electronic stuff at home died. The air conditioner in my room and my brother's room died. My laptop died. Lucky my brother's computer is working fine. ;) Both the frigdes died. My light in my room isn't working as well. Even the rice cooker can't be used anymore. Great! The vcd player died. What else? Not enough? Everything is dying soon. Oh yeah, my mum's car too. This is no good. My house is not like a house anymore? Okay, if I were to make a wish now, I want to have a house with complete furnitures and electronics accessories; a new house preferably. My house is in a mess now. We chuck everything everywhere. Haha. Hopefully my wish can come true lar. I don't want to actaully stay in an environment like this. Anyway, tomorrow will be my last day working at I-Kids Kindergarten & Day-care. I have mixed feelings about it. I feel happy yet I feel sad. Why am I happy? Because I can go back to college and need not scream and shout at the naughty stubborn kids anymore. But sometimes they are just too cute. I like them a lot that I actaully don't mind spending more time with them if they listen to me. I love kids. You know, I have a very strong motherly love. HAHA. Cut this out. And I might be going to Singapore this weekend before my college starts! WHEE-HA. If only it can be a longer trip. But whatever, as long as I can do sometime unlike my daily routine now, I don't mind spending 8 hours in the car just to spend another approximately 35 hours in Singapore. This is just a might but the possibility is very high. ;) Please please please, make my dreams come true. Hahaha. Very random post right? Am trying to rant out small little things that I want to share it here. *Thinks hardly* Yeah!!! I had a trial driving exam last Sunday and I passed! I'm proud of myself because I thought I would never pass unless I bribe them. And my instructor actaully said I had a great improvement and will definitely get my P license if I do well like this time on the coming real exam. Hehehehehe. I want the license okay? Then I'll not bring anymore trouble to the others like I usual do. ;p Include this wish as well. ;) WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Sudden hyper. I wonder why.

99 Things About Me; You Might Not Know

It's time for MORE self-disclosure. ;p #01 I don't eat blue m&m's candy except for the minis #02 Very observant #03 Afraid of driving yet wants to drive #04 Can chat better with people online; no eye-to-eye #05 Very bossy; almost to everyone #06 Don't really enjoy Western movies because I understand them slow #07 Hates to ask people for help #08 Don't take chocolate-flavoured ice cream #09 Can't sleep when there's still people awake in the house #10 Can't speak good English, yet some people thinks I'm good in it. I'm not!! #11 Afraid of being ignored; hates being alone #12 Can listen to Jay's cd for more than 5 times in a row #13 Has one eye bigger than another o.O #14 Racist; but not to people I know #15 Prefers baby boys than baby girls #16 Likes fair-skinned people #17 Dislike animal; ALOT #18 I seriously didn't realise that about my age now ;( #19 Likes non-coloured drinks #20 I will answer anyone who says, "Super rings has a lot of colourings", "No. One colour only what.." #21 Admires tall guys #22 Can't stand leaving long nails #23 Dislike guys with long hair and nails #24 I have 3 brothers; or maybe more #25 Can't sleep in a room without aircon #26 Can't sleep without blanket #27 Likes to clean my ears #28 Digs and cleans my belly button too #29 Very annoying at times #30 Can be very crazy only with my high school friends #31 Very Jay-biased #32 Can be very mad at you if you talk bad about the guy I like #33 Has a strawberry nose #34 Afraid of taking planes #35 Craving over clean beaches #36 Cries myself even if I'm very angry scolding someone #37 Don't understand Functions; the ever first chapther in Add Math #38 Hates public transport in Malaysia #39 Willing to spend more SD than RM. WEIRD! #40 Likes to comment on others' dressing style #41 A bathroom singer #42 Hates people who smokes and drinks #43 Never touched alcohol, even wine #44 Can sing almost every Chinese song picked in Redbox #45 Remembers every single mean and crude words the others said to me #46 Always act stupid; but sometimes its real #47 Feels uncomfortable with a bunch of guys around #48 Wants to learn to dance #49 Can't speak good Japanese after three years of Japanese classes #50 Likes rainy days #51 Wants to use a transparent umbrella under the heavy rain #52 Dislike chili sauce #53 Likes hanging around bookstores #54 Very loyal ;) #55 Hardly sweats #56 Likes the scent of my dear #57 I think my legs are okay, but my arms are horrible. Too thin #58 Prefers the doubleJ than Chou-Hou #59 Quits coffee and tea drinking for 2 years #60 Uses plenty lots of tissues per day #61 Wants straight hair when I have curls; vice versa #62 Hates to shop when I have no cash #63 Keeps every single movie tickets #64 Hates being asked about my age #65 Likes to drink herbal drinks and soup #66 Very typical Chinese girl who likes to eat Chinese Cuisine very much #67 Gets very very hyper when I get to see rainbow #68 Afraid of piercings #69 Colllects old notes; the stupid me used the rm20 note and wants to buy it back! #70 Likes jackets!!! #71 Can only have my fingers crossed with the one I love, can't even do it with the girl-friends #72 Has to eat rice everyday or not I'll feel weird #73 Hates to count the number of words written in essays #74 Not heavier than 35kg #75 Has plenty loads of bags but uses only a few #76 Cooks when I feel upset #77 Hates applying moouse on my hair #78 Likes Jazz musics #79 Loves to dream about my future #80 Wants to get a Minicooper before 35 ;p #81 Cannot understand Hakka #82 Gets panic very easily #83 Likes to wear black clothes #84 Has to change my clothes at least 2-3 times till I feel comfortable before I leave my house #85 Likes seafood to the maximun #86 The little finger on my right hand is always dirty after writting #87 Has a lot of unknown red dots on my whole body #88 Gives names to people I don't like #89 Doesn't call my dear by his name #90 Always being forced to use lip gloss #91 Loves Famous Amos no nut chocolate chip #92 Phone-addict. Can't live without it #93 Has a baby pillow and a baby blanket #94 Has a doll which accompanied me ever since I'm borned #95 Wants to get married at a young age ;p #96 Afraid of slow-motion stuffs #97 Afraid of metal and metal's sound #98 Will never let your teeth touches the fork/spoon when you're eating with me #99 Will never want to order food by myself

7 Things

7 Known Things About You 1. I have low self esteem, still, sometimes 2. Love kids alot, especially little boys 3. Big fan of Jay Chou 4. Dislike animals.!!!!! 5. Likes to take pictures 6. Likes to change hairstyle 7. Loves shopping not with my own cash ;p 7 Lesser Known Things About You 1. Cheerful outside, NOT inside 2. Little things make me blush/shed 3. I admire tall guys 4. Wants to learn dancing/vocal 5. Hugs a baby pillow and blanket with me everynight 6. I'm a bathroom singer 7. I want to get married early ;p 7 Wishes 1. Grows taller and fatter, obviously 2. Tomeet Jay in person, just me and him ;p 3. Better home finiancial 4. Marry my Mr.right before 24 5. A car like mini cooper ;p 6. Holiday trip with family/friends 7. Grow up to be what i wanna be 7 Things You Like About Yourself 1. My current hairstyle; not the colour though 2. My nose's height ;p 3. My surname, COOL ya! Sam. 4. My creativity ;p 5. My butt o.O 6. My passion for love. LOL 7. My loyalty. Muahahaha. :D 7 Things You Dont Like About Yourself 1. My height and weight. 160 & 34 kg 2. My kiddy voice 3. My set of ugly teeth 4. My meanie mouth and words 5. My timidity. GRRR. 6. My unfriendly-ness 7. My my my my.... My my my.. Nothing else i guess 7 Things On Your Mind Right Now 1. My college's assignments 2. My bloody toothache since yesterday 3. My driving lisence... I want it! 4. *I want a new laptop* 5. AHH Elaine is coming back tomorrow!!!! 6. Jay's songs... 7. What should i wear tomorrow? 7 Things You Hope To Accomplish Soon 1. Gain weight. *_* 3. The assignments 4. Toothache problem, i cant chew; i cant eat! 5. Transport to college issue. T_T 6. Find a part time job. I've finished my previous' salary! 2K!!!! 7. This survey................................ *DONE!* Day17 Remarks : WOW. They grew from three tiny red beans to 3 stalks of plants with the total 15 heart-shaped leaves.! Hahaha.

Flashback on 2005

What are the things that are memorable in 2005? Hehee. Let me think, i guessed there are alot. Firstly, i attended Jay's Incomparable Concert during late January with my friends, and it was Luiz birthday. Hahaha. Had fun that day. ;) I realised that i met my idol quite alot last year, 3 times.!!! HIs concert, Initial D carnival and November's Chopin promo. And i got his autograph.! Yay. I took undang exam and i failed and failed and then i passed finally. Lucky i have got great supportive friends who are willing to beg and please for me. I love you, girls. And of course my dear to who always understand me. Most of my friends who took the classes and exam with me can now drive. Aww, i'm so happy yet envy. I want too! Most importandly, we sat for an exam that we used 5 years to study or 3?? SPM is over. No more study study study and exam then results thingy. Hahaha. I think we took SPM quite easy. I can see from everyone faces. Hahaha. I dont know why. I really think we took it very easy. And now its over. Glad.! But about the results......................... Oh and ya, we had our seventeenth birthday with the whole gang of friends. ;) Prom, a day we prepared for a very very long time. It came out well. We had loads of fun that day. Hehehehehe. 2005, a year which i gained loads of experience of life. I started to work at flea markets. Selling clothes. Always visit warehouses and now, i wont buy clothes which are real high price. I know they are original cheap. Hahahaha.. ;p But one thing that i dint get to do, is to see Susan. ;( So sad. You better feel guilty. Conclusion that doesnt make any sense but true, I love everyone. ;)